Sad Dream

Dis morning, I woke up with the urge to cry...
After all this while, I dreamt a lovely dream of him...
When I finally woke up, I spent most of my time rying alone...

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I forgot most parts n only remembered some really warm parts...

A friend of mine (cant figure out who) invited him to our house, there were a lot of people there and actually it was I who asked a favor from dat friend to invite him so dat I can see him in front of me...

I was asking her to help me with so much things dat she finally told me "I can't help u anymore, you should just tell him urself dat u were da one who wanted him to come..." and she said dat in front of him...

In just a split second, he was out of my sight... I remembered dat I was almost crying in my dream... But I can't remember if I actually did...

Then suddenly we arrived somewhere outside a restaurant where another unrecognised friend of mine called me to the restaurant saying there was some kind of emergency...

With a little doubt, I wal towards the restaurant... Inside, one of the tables or table had food on it and guess wat, he, my love was sitting there waiting for me...

Then, I woke up... Hrmmm................... :'(

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How heartbreaking was I when I woke up... I cried bcoz I know dat dat will never happen to me... I know dat he will nvr wait for me... I am the only one waiting for him... Erghhhh!!! The pain!!!

Now, I dont even feel like I'm alive... More precisely, the only thing that I wanted to do right now is to cry my tears dry... How m I suppose to work when my tears keep o n falling??? Right now, I only wanna go home n hug my pillow... Huhuhuhu... :'(